One other post

Maybe this'll be my last one, maybe not. I've been wondering how people can change, lately. How I can change myself this way. I'm content about who I am now, because I know what I'm capable of.
There's no chance that I'm going to be depressed or suicidal again. Of course, I can be sad and feel lonely, but here's what I've been up to:

After being sent away at Dordrecht, I was placed in Den Haag at De Jutters. It was an other crisisintervention and just another place where people watch me being unhappy, where I watch myself being unhappy.
Two weeks later, I started at De Albatros, a special departure for people 'like me'. It's a group where adolescents help each other.
There was a lot of therapy, every day. There was a lot of talking every day. Once in a little while, I managed to show myself and that's how I got better.
I've been there for almost a year. Meanwhile, I moved out to some sort of students house and started to live my own life.
All this ended a year ago. Now I'm at te beginning of any adventure and I feel full of life. De Albatros was one of the best things in my life.

At the same moment that I'm writing this, I already feel that this post is not personal at all. That's because the year I went through, isn't able to be captured in just one post. I could write a book of it, or make a movie about it.

But even though I can make an artwork of my past, I'll never be able to sketch the real truth.

Thank you.