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Is it bad to be suicidal?

To me, it is not at all. I heard that the word goes around the school that I cut myself and am suicidal, and now thát made me even more depressed. But is it really that bad? No one really cares, anyway. So okay, they know about it and some may judge me by calling me emo. Others will think they'll get depressed too when they hang around with me. But are those people really worth talking to?
At this moment, I feel strong. I know I will feel different when I'm in school tomorrow, but I feel strong. I ám ashamed of my scars and tears, but I can't be ashamed of myself, that's just even worse.
I do not want to care about rumors, and I'll definately try not to. That's my pinky promise.

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