I just need time for myself, and I'm having it at the moment. I'd like to go out with my family, but if I can't be alone just for one moment, I'm going to be crazy.

Last nights I couldn't sleep. Actually I knew excactly why, but that's just something I don't dare to tell. All I can say is that it's my very own fault.

But I don't care, next week it'll be over. I guess..

Tomorrow I'll go to Amsterdam with family from Austria, I'm already looking forward (:

xoxo.