Frustrating conversations

I had a talk with my mom yesterday. Yea, I really talked with her, outside in the garden.

I put my irritations away and really listened to her. But I still know she doesn't hear what I'm saying. She doesn't want to listen but I kept listening to her.

I discovered some of her norms and principles and I must say I do not agree. Not at all.

She should know she can't let me live like she lived, I'm not like her, I'm not in Vietnam and I'm not as childish as you think.

But I do understand her opinion. Somehow. I think, I hope she cares for me, and maybe that's why she doesn't want me to go anywhere and nowhere. She doesn't want me to make mistakes, but I just want to léarn from my mistakes.

xoxo.